Confidence

It seems like we've been here a lot longer than we have. Granted we (The Edmunds) moved here 5 months ago, but the church officially planted 3 months ago. I think we all probably thought things would be different.

Much has happened during the few months we have been here. We probably should not be surprised by how many things were unexpected. If we really had the mind of Christ constantly, we would stay the course and keep on loving, moving, and doing good works. But just like all disciples of Christ, we draw close to him and then pull back. The cycle continues all our life.

Personally I have gone through the highs and lows of mostly my own expectations. I remind myself constantly that it's not my will, but God's. The reminders don't always get me back on track right away. There are prayers I say every day that I wrestle with because my faith is weak. Then I get to that zone of peace and joy for a moment. After that I jump back on the roller coaster and wrestle again.

As God works his will here and brings his plan to fruition, we are passengers on his train. We get to see what he is doing sometimes out the window. At others we ride along unaware of all that he is doing along the track. Sometimes we stop and help put a few rails down and take part in making progress in his plan. Always though, we wonder and hope we are going the right way.

Heb 11:1
Now faith is confidence in what we hope for and assurance about what we do not see.

We need confidence. Please pray for us in this.