Almost Christmas time! Every day has been an adventure since moving to Tri Cities. Not quite Indiana Jones, but an adventure just the same. Contrary to what the movies depict, I think real adventures are probably long, gruelling, and not as treasure filled as we would want. Yet the time here has born much fruit. Some of the fruit can be seen in our lives and those around us. Some, I think we may never see, but is still there (God only knows).
So we have family coming to stay with us for Christmas; that means it will be more activity and less quiet in our house for a week. I hope and pray to maintain an attitude of love and patience.
There is a young man, Matt, who has been studying the bible and participating in the fellowship for a while now. He seems to be growing in his faith and could be our brother soon. Pray.
I really excited about serving at the Union Gospel Mission here. They have me serving lunch each Tuesday at the Men's Shelter in Pasco, WA (one of the "Tri" cities). I am looking forward to regularly serving in a way I have never done before. That is, I have never consistently been serving like this before. For a long time I have hoped and prayed for this kind of change in me. I believe we are all called to be among the needy of the world.
James 1:27
Religion that God our Father accepts as pure and faultless is this: to look after orphans and widows in their distress and to keep oneself from being polluted by the world.
I have already met some great people and had some good talks about faith. I look forward to what I will learn and how to come closer to Jesus through serving.
Merry Christmas!
Wednesday, December 19, 2012
Monday, December 10, 2012
Press on to win the prize...
Am I on a mission every day?
I ask this question from time to time of myself. Even though I am "officially" on a mission planting, I don't see much difference between being in an established church or starting a new one. Both are only alive when there is a mission at hand.
Francine and I have been a part of several different churches, in different cities, and different cultures. Each time there has been the same seeds to plant, the same soils to plant them in, the same hearts and problems, as well as our own sin at hand. Whether 2000 disciples or 12 (our number), it should be similar in most ways. Living and active, or stale and dying...
Here in Tri Cities we struggle from day to day reaching out and touching lives. We wake up in the morning and wipe the sleepies from our eyes and try and focus them on God; His will, his plan, his people. It's the same as anywhere else.
If someone is reading this, you could venture to ask yourself - Do I live the same right now as I would on a church planting? The answer should be yes!
Acts 8:1
On that day a great persecution broke out against the church in Jerusalem, and all except the apostles were scattered throughout Judea and Samaria.
I would venture to say that you will either be "scattered" at some point by God himself, or you will choose to be scattered on your own accord. When this happens, will the result be God being preached and spread to the nations, or will this generation end with you?
I have agonized over my own pride, selfish desires, and worthiness is God's sight almost daily since getting to Tri Cities. My life is a mirror of every other child of God. Everywhere, all the time, we share in this life and calling.
This past Sunday we too looked at the empty seats next to us. We see the work to be done and have two responses. Some will see the miracles God is going to do, and some see discouragement and defeat. I have done both. Yet...
Philippians 3:13-15
Brothers and sisters, I do not consider myself yet to have taken hold of it. But one thing I do: Forgetting what is behind and straining toward what is ahead, I press on toward the goal to win the prize for which God has called me heavenward in Christ Jesus. All of us, then, who are mature should take such a view of things. And if on some point you think differently, that too God will make clear to you.
Amen.
I ask this question from time to time of myself. Even though I am "officially" on a mission planting, I don't see much difference between being in an established church or starting a new one. Both are only alive when there is a mission at hand.
Francine and I have been a part of several different churches, in different cities, and different cultures. Each time there has been the same seeds to plant, the same soils to plant them in, the same hearts and problems, as well as our own sin at hand. Whether 2000 disciples or 12 (our number), it should be similar in most ways. Living and active, or stale and dying...
Here in Tri Cities we struggle from day to day reaching out and touching lives. We wake up in the morning and wipe the sleepies from our eyes and try and focus them on God; His will, his plan, his people. It's the same as anywhere else.
If someone is reading this, you could venture to ask yourself - Do I live the same right now as I would on a church planting? The answer should be yes!
Acts 8:1
On that day a great persecution broke out against the church in Jerusalem, and all except the apostles were scattered throughout Judea and Samaria.
I would venture to say that you will either be "scattered" at some point by God himself, or you will choose to be scattered on your own accord. When this happens, will the result be God being preached and spread to the nations, or will this generation end with you?
I have agonized over my own pride, selfish desires, and worthiness is God's sight almost daily since getting to Tri Cities. My life is a mirror of every other child of God. Everywhere, all the time, we share in this life and calling.
This past Sunday we too looked at the empty seats next to us. We see the work to be done and have two responses. Some will see the miracles God is going to do, and some see discouragement and defeat. I have done both. Yet...
Philippians 3:13-15
Brothers and sisters, I do not consider myself yet to have taken hold of it. But one thing I do: Forgetting what is behind and straining toward what is ahead, I press on toward the goal to win the prize for which God has called me heavenward in Christ Jesus. All of us, then, who are mature should take such a view of things. And if on some point you think differently, that too God will make clear to you.
Amen.
Saturday, December 8, 2012
Confidence
It seems like we've been here a lot longer than we have. Granted we (The Edmunds) moved here 5 months ago, but the church officially planted 3 months ago. I think we all probably thought things would be different.
Much has happened during the few months we have been here. We probably should not be surprised by how many things were unexpected. If we really had the mind of Christ constantly, we would stay the course and keep on loving, moving, and doing good works. But just like all disciples of Christ, we draw close to him and then pull back. The cycle continues all our life.
Personally I have gone through the highs and lows of mostly my own expectations. I remind myself constantly that it's not my will, but God's. The reminders don't always get me back on track right away. There are prayers I say every day that I wrestle with because my faith is weak. Then I get to that zone of peace and joy for a moment. After that I jump back on the roller coaster and wrestle again.
As God works his will here and brings his plan to fruition, we are passengers on his train. We get to see what he is doing sometimes out the window. At others we ride along unaware of all that he is doing along the track. Sometimes we stop and help put a few rails down and take part in making progress in his plan. Always though, we wonder and hope we are going the right way.
Heb 11:1
Now faith is confidence in what we hope for and assurance about what we do not see.
We need confidence. Please pray for us in this.
Much has happened during the few months we have been here. We probably should not be surprised by how many things were unexpected. If we really had the mind of Christ constantly, we would stay the course and keep on loving, moving, and doing good works. But just like all disciples of Christ, we draw close to him and then pull back. The cycle continues all our life.
Personally I have gone through the highs and lows of mostly my own expectations. I remind myself constantly that it's not my will, but God's. The reminders don't always get me back on track right away. There are prayers I say every day that I wrestle with because my faith is weak. Then I get to that zone of peace and joy for a moment. After that I jump back on the roller coaster and wrestle again.
As God works his will here and brings his plan to fruition, we are passengers on his train. We get to see what he is doing sometimes out the window. At others we ride along unaware of all that he is doing along the track. Sometimes we stop and help put a few rails down and take part in making progress in his plan. Always though, we wonder and hope we are going the right way.
Heb 11:1
Now faith is confidence in what we hope for and assurance about what we do not see.
We need confidence. Please pray for us in this.
Tuesday, November 27, 2012
Blessing!
I think I have focused a lot on sharing the challenges of this planting. This post I will try to elaborate on all the amazing things that have happened, are happening, and are in the works.
1) I think more than anything, it has been inspiring to see the overall work that God is doing.
Psalm 127:1
Unless the Lord builds the house,
the builders labor in vain.
Unless the Lord watches over the city,
the guards stand watch in vain.
I am so encouraged that our leaders Ruben & Evie, as well as all the team members, have embraced and lived this out. We have all wrestled with God, each other, and circumstance while reminding each other to return to this concept. The unity has grown, friendships have developed, and the Spirit has been active.
2) On a personal note, Francine has been healed of her autoimmune disease! She spent last year mostly on the couch, exhausted and in pain. After 2 months of being here she prayed and then stopped her medications. She also did a juice fast for the past month. We could point to many things like climate change, diet, or drugs. I believe these things can be helpful and have in the past, but without God blessing it, they did nothing. Now Francine is drug free, pain free, and running a almost 100%. She is even going to the gym for the first time in years. The joy and confidence she has makes me so happy. She is also meeting so many people to share God's miracles with and they are responding!
3)The campus and singles here are really going after meeting lots of people. There are many men and women who are becoming regular additions to our family. Pray for them (Dewey, Matt, Havier, Katie, and others...).
4) Francine and I are becoming great friends with so many couples at the kids school and in our neighborhood. They are regularly over to our house and we get to take Francine's yummy food, and my bbq stuff over to them as well. We are really excited about what God is doing in these relationships.
5) We have a building to meet at now! It is a perfect fit for us. And because I have taken forever to finish this blog post, we have met there three weeks now... There have been many new faces and I believe God is bringing the people to us more and more.
6) Personally, I see from time to time the way God is using all of this to call me higher to his likeness. Through the way he lays challenges and burdens on me to bear, I am grateful for the growth he is blessing on me. There is nothing else here that is praiseworthy in me except for the humility, serving, and repentance his working has brought. My prayer is that his work is done not only in me, but I can share it with those he is calling out of the world.
There is more, but I am posting this before I go another few weeks without finishing...
1) I think more than anything, it has been inspiring to see the overall work that God is doing.
Psalm 127:1
Unless the Lord builds the house,
the builders labor in vain.
Unless the Lord watches over the city,
the guards stand watch in vain.
I am so encouraged that our leaders Ruben & Evie, as well as all the team members, have embraced and lived this out. We have all wrestled with God, each other, and circumstance while reminding each other to return to this concept. The unity has grown, friendships have developed, and the Spirit has been active.
2) On a personal note, Francine has been healed of her autoimmune disease! She spent last year mostly on the couch, exhausted and in pain. After 2 months of being here she prayed and then stopped her medications. She also did a juice fast for the past month. We could point to many things like climate change, diet, or drugs. I believe these things can be helpful and have in the past, but without God blessing it, they did nothing. Now Francine is drug free, pain free, and running a almost 100%. She is even going to the gym for the first time in years. The joy and confidence she has makes me so happy. She is also meeting so many people to share God's miracles with and they are responding!
3)The campus and singles here are really going after meeting lots of people. There are many men and women who are becoming regular additions to our family. Pray for them (Dewey, Matt, Havier, Katie, and others...).
4) Francine and I are becoming great friends with so many couples at the kids school and in our neighborhood. They are regularly over to our house and we get to take Francine's yummy food, and my bbq stuff over to them as well. We are really excited about what God is doing in these relationships.
5) We have a building to meet at now! It is a perfect fit for us. And because I have taken forever to finish this blog post, we have met there three weeks now... There have been many new faces and I believe God is bringing the people to us more and more.
6) Personally, I see from time to time the way God is using all of this to call me higher to his likeness. Through the way he lays challenges and burdens on me to bear, I am grateful for the growth he is blessing on me. There is nothing else here that is praiseworthy in me except for the humility, serving, and repentance his working has brought. My prayer is that his work is done not only in me, but I can share it with those he is calling out of the world.
There is more, but I am posting this before I go another few weeks without finishing...
Wednesday, October 31, 2012
Unity
Psalm 133:1-3
How good and pleasant it is
when God’s people live together in unity!
How good and pleasant it is
when God’s people live together in unity!
It is like precious oil poured on the head,
running down on the beard,
running down on Aaron’s beard,
down on the collar of his robe.
running down on the beard,
running down on Aaron’s beard,
down on the collar of his robe.
It is as if the dew of Hermon
were falling on Mount Zion.
For there the Lord bestows his blessing,
even life forevermore.
were falling on Mount Zion.
For there the Lord bestows his blessing,
even life forevermore.
God blesses unity. On a mission team unity is right at the top of the priority list. I've been in positions where I have been working to go in a seemingly good direction and yet stalled in making progress because of a lack of unity. You would think that I would learn from this...
This past couple of weeks it became evident that God was convicting me of my lack of unity. I became more stubborn and self-righteous while thinking I was pushing for what was best. My heart had become harder when I needed it to be soft. I am not charged with leading this team. I can a will lead in some ways, but I only within God's plan and his use for me.
It is good to have a voice and communicate ideas and opinions. It is good to talk about them and come to a decision. It is not good to then question the decision and work against them. I want God to bless what we are doing here. I want him to have a clear path to our hearts and to the souls around us.
1 Cor 1:10
I appeal to you, brothers and sisters, in the name of our Lord Jesus Christ, that all of you agree with one another in what you say and that there be no divisions among you, but that you be perfectly united in mind and thought.
Heb 13:17
Have confidence in your leaders and submit to their authority, because they keep watch over you as those who must give an account. Do this so that their work will be a joy, not a burden, for that would be of no benefit to you.
I am seeing now that this is an area God has probably been showing me for a while. My humility needs some work. I hope and pray to learn these lessons quickly so as to be under the blessing of God in our work here.
I am striving to be more of a help and support to our awesome leaders here in Tri-Cities. Please join me in prayer for the Ruben and Evie as they seek God's vision for this church and diligently live it out. Pray that I also can be an encouragement by being unified with them.
Tuesday, October 16, 2012
Less Faith Sometimes
Today I am in the midst of a juice fast that Francine and I are doing together (for health reasons). It is always a challenge to get through the first couple days. I get a headache and feel tired. After that it goes pretty well. There is still a bit of weakness, but I love the clear thinking I get and the allergies go away. It's amazing what nutrition can do.
Having faith is kind of like fasting. Denying yourself daily is exactly what we do as disciples. If we don't, we get just like we do when we eat terrible food regularly. Fat, sick, cloudy thinking. When we live by faith we live the only healthy (spiritual) way.
Rom 1:16-17
For I am not ashamed of the gospel, because it is the power of God that brings salvation to everyone who believes: first to the Jew, then to the Gentile. For in the gospel the righteousness of God is revealed—a righteousness that is by faith from first to last, just as it is written: “The righteous will live by faith.”
When I get worried about our small mission team here, it is because my faith has weakened. When I doubt that there are people searching for God around me, my faith has weakened. When I get critical about the other disciples and what they are doing, or not doing, my faith has weakened.
Kieth preached this past Sunday on pride. It was great. Not so much that he did great (though he did), but I think the Spirit really moved in my heart. All morning I wrestled with pride and while listening to the message I knew it!
It started with not getting out of the house when I wanted to. We had family in town and I could not get to church early as I had planned. I also had some people I had invited coming to church, so I paced around worrying about it well into the service. They ended up not coming. While song leading I forgot some words and labored to connect my heart to the singing. Then I felt critical about the service in general.
All of these things stemmed from what I wanted and what I thought. Pride. It really was a faith killer.
It is great to have an awesome wife like mine to remind me of these things and help me get my head clear. With some prayer and heart checking, faith will live on...
Pray for us.
Having faith is kind of like fasting. Denying yourself daily is exactly what we do as disciples. If we don't, we get just like we do when we eat terrible food regularly. Fat, sick, cloudy thinking. When we live by faith we live the only healthy (spiritual) way.
Rom 1:16-17
For I am not ashamed of the gospel, because it is the power of God that brings salvation to everyone who believes: first to the Jew, then to the Gentile. For in the gospel the righteousness of God is revealed—a righteousness that is by faith from first to last, just as it is written: “The righteous will live by faith.”
When I get worried about our small mission team here, it is because my faith has weakened. When I doubt that there are people searching for God around me, my faith has weakened. When I get critical about the other disciples and what they are doing, or not doing, my faith has weakened.
Kieth preached this past Sunday on pride. It was great. Not so much that he did great (though he did), but I think the Spirit really moved in my heart. All morning I wrestled with pride and while listening to the message I knew it!
It started with not getting out of the house when I wanted to. We had family in town and I could not get to church early as I had planned. I also had some people I had invited coming to church, so I paced around worrying about it well into the service. They ended up not coming. While song leading I forgot some words and labored to connect my heart to the singing. Then I felt critical about the service in general.
All of these things stemmed from what I wanted and what I thought. Pride. It really was a faith killer.
It is great to have an awesome wife like mine to remind me of these things and help me get my head clear. With some prayer and heart checking, faith will live on...
Pray for us.
Monday, October 8, 2012
Family Matters
John 13:34-35
“A new command I give you: Love one another. As I have loved you, so you must love one another. By this everyone will know that you are my disciples, if you love one another.”
One thing we have been working on since the beginning is the family element of our church. Acts 2 gives a pretty good look at what God's church should look like. Relationships are difficult to cultivate and maintain. Marriage is a good example of this. It takes work. The fellowship of God's people in any given place also takes work to make into a true family. This goal; family, is really testing us in our living out the John 13 scripture.
Lately, in relation to this, I have been feeling the pangs of both anxiety, and also the Spirit. It is an odd contrast, and I think they can be easily confused. If I believe it's the Spirit speaking when it is really anxiety and worry, then I blaspheme (calling what is good, evil). If I the Spirit is calling and I think it is just nerves, then I have lost an opportunity to walk in step with God.
I find myself asking "What is this feeling I have?"
On top of these "feelings" I am wrestling with the day to day life of not only my own flesh and blood family, but the family of God here in Tri Cities. As one of the married couples with kids, we have found that one of our roles is of shepherding. We are a young church, with young families and leaders. This creates a dynamic that could be troublesome. If we do not continue to create a true family of believers, it will be near impossible to demonstrate God's love.
Therefore I contend with the worry and the Spirit...
So far, I have avoided the mystical world of self-deciphering what the Spirit is saying. I think it is dangerous to make assumptions in spiritual matters. Instead I have turned to prayer, which I think is pretty much the only solution to most ailments of the heart. Even if I "know" what to do or say, I probably do not, so I should pray. That is not to say that an action should not be taken, but it should not be done lightly.
John 4 starts by talking about "Testing the spirits." This could be a very lengthy writing if I were to get into it. Suffice to say, there needs to be plenty of testing. This I think can primarily be done through prayer, fasting, and the word of God.
So far this wrestling has produced some clarity in the matters at hand. On the other hand, there are so many issues and questions "hanging out to dry" with no answers or solutions yet. It is then by faith that I can have peace in this process. God is very much interested in seeing his family love one another. Pray that we come to him with our lives in this and also turn to each other as true brothers and sisters to work out our salvation with fear and trembling (Php 2:12).
Again:
Heb 11:1-3
Now faith is confidence in what we hope for and assurance about what we do not see. This is what the ancients were commended for. By faith we understand that the universe was formed at God’s command, so that what is seen was not made out of what was visible.
Lord let our faith be true, and increase, because we have so little faith...
“A new command I give you: Love one another. As I have loved you, so you must love one another. By this everyone will know that you are my disciples, if you love one another.”
One thing we have been working on since the beginning is the family element of our church. Acts 2 gives a pretty good look at what God's church should look like. Relationships are difficult to cultivate and maintain. Marriage is a good example of this. It takes work. The fellowship of God's people in any given place also takes work to make into a true family. This goal; family, is really testing us in our living out the John 13 scripture.
Lately, in relation to this, I have been feeling the pangs of both anxiety, and also the Spirit. It is an odd contrast, and I think they can be easily confused. If I believe it's the Spirit speaking when it is really anxiety and worry, then I blaspheme (calling what is good, evil). If I the Spirit is calling and I think it is just nerves, then I have lost an opportunity to walk in step with God.
I find myself asking "What is this feeling I have?"
On top of these "feelings" I am wrestling with the day to day life of not only my own flesh and blood family, but the family of God here in Tri Cities. As one of the married couples with kids, we have found that one of our roles is of shepherding. We are a young church, with young families and leaders. This creates a dynamic that could be troublesome. If we do not continue to create a true family of believers, it will be near impossible to demonstrate God's love.
Therefore I contend with the worry and the Spirit...
So far, I have avoided the mystical world of self-deciphering what the Spirit is saying. I think it is dangerous to make assumptions in spiritual matters. Instead I have turned to prayer, which I think is pretty much the only solution to most ailments of the heart. Even if I "know" what to do or say, I probably do not, so I should pray. That is not to say that an action should not be taken, but it should not be done lightly.
John 4 starts by talking about "Testing the spirits." This could be a very lengthy writing if I were to get into it. Suffice to say, there needs to be plenty of testing. This I think can primarily be done through prayer, fasting, and the word of God.
So far this wrestling has produced some clarity in the matters at hand. On the other hand, there are so many issues and questions "hanging out to dry" with no answers or solutions yet. It is then by faith that I can have peace in this process. God is very much interested in seeing his family love one another. Pray that we come to him with our lives in this and also turn to each other as true brothers and sisters to work out our salvation with fear and trembling (Php 2:12).
Again:
Heb 11:1-3
Now faith is confidence in what we hope for and assurance about what we do not see. This is what the ancients were commended for. By faith we understand that the universe was formed at God’s command, so that what is seen was not made out of what was visible.
Lord let our faith be true, and increase, because we have so little faith...
Tuesday, October 2, 2012
Grace Unleashed
This past week we had a couple of events that were really great. The women had a "night out" to bond, get a little time away, and refresh one another. The men had a cookout that was really awesome. Three men, all neighbors, came and enjoyed the man-time. We ate, played Ultimate Frisbee, and got time to talk about guy stuff...
Church was fantastic! We saw about 10 new visitors this week. 2 of them are studying the bible. Many of the visitors are being brought by other visitors. Domino! Love it.
It is wonderful to see God drawing the people around us to his dwelling place; us. The days where I really take care to consider with faith what is happening around me, I can't help but see God working powerfully. I pray the day will come when I will be petitioning some of my faithful brothers and sisters from other churches to come and help because of the amazing grace we are experiencing.
Acts 11:22-24
News of this reached the church in Jerusalem, and they sent Barnabas to Antioch. When he arrived and saw what the grace of God had done, he was glad and encouraged them all to remain true to the Lord with all their hearts. He was a good man, full of the Holy Spirit and faith, and a great number of people were brought to the Lord.
I am convinced that faith will win the day here in Tri Cities. The fact that we are not seasoned church builders and expert leaders has provided the perfect soil for God's seed of faith to flourish by his grace (I feel).
We are praying and looking for a place to meet as the weather turns cooler. Right now we are using the lovely, FREE parks in the area. I know we always have a place to meet in our homes, but I hope we will find a perfect place to meet over the winter months.
There are several people studying the bible right now and the number is growing almost daily (Acts 2:47...). Many of them are young campus students. One is a single, divorced man named Jeremy. Please pray for the Spirit to give us the words and faith to exhibit the Kingdom to these friends. Soon I hope to be celebrating their inclusion into God's Kingdom.
There is sickness, sadness, spiritual attacks, and other troubles pulling at all of us. Please pray for the strength of the workers and the protection of our hearts. Pray we can band together in unity to fight off all the flaming arrows. Amen.
Church was fantastic! We saw about 10 new visitors this week. 2 of them are studying the bible. Many of the visitors are being brought by other visitors. Domino! Love it.
It is wonderful to see God drawing the people around us to his dwelling place; us. The days where I really take care to consider with faith what is happening around me, I can't help but see God working powerfully. I pray the day will come when I will be petitioning some of my faithful brothers and sisters from other churches to come and help because of the amazing grace we are experiencing.
Acts 11:22-24
News of this reached the church in Jerusalem, and they sent Barnabas to Antioch. When he arrived and saw what the grace of God had done, he was glad and encouraged them all to remain true to the Lord with all their hearts. He was a good man, full of the Holy Spirit and faith, and a great number of people were brought to the Lord.
I am convinced that faith will win the day here in Tri Cities. The fact that we are not seasoned church builders and expert leaders has provided the perfect soil for God's seed of faith to flourish by his grace (I feel).
We are praying and looking for a place to meet as the weather turns cooler. Right now we are using the lovely, FREE parks in the area. I know we always have a place to meet in our homes, but I hope we will find a perfect place to meet over the winter months.
There are several people studying the bible right now and the number is growing almost daily (Acts 2:47...). Many of them are young campus students. One is a single, divorced man named Jeremy. Please pray for the Spirit to give us the words and faith to exhibit the Kingdom to these friends. Soon I hope to be celebrating their inclusion into God's Kingdom.
There is sickness, sadness, spiritual attacks, and other troubles pulling at all of us. Please pray for the strength of the workers and the protection of our hearts. Pray we can band together in unity to fight off all the flaming arrows. Amen.
Monday, September 24, 2012
Hand to the plow
I think I have finally reached the point where I am not counting down the days; Days until the move, days until our first service, days until everyone from the team has arrived, days we have been here...
Now it is less new, less adventuresome, more mundane, more like "life". I believe this is a good thing. I enjoyed the initial ride on the wild side, but now it is time for the next phase. This entails the day to day grind of not only just living out our own family dramas, but putting our shoulder to the plow of God's work for us.
We've been reading, studying, and preaching about the book of Mark. It has been decided that we would use this book as our entryway to God's word for the people we are reaching out to, studying with, and teaching. We are pretty excited to see what God will do.
This past weekend we went out to Howard Amon park to meet people and invite them to our church. It was an encouraging time and we met many people, some very interested and some rude. Sunday we had our first home grown visitors. One man and one woman. Both are planning to be regulars at our get-togethers.
I feel like we are now in the perseverance mode. We need to continue with what God has called us here to do. The initial burst of energy will wear off, the weariness will set in, our strength will fail; that is, unless we turn to God with complete faith again and again.
It is faith that brought us here, it is faith and hope that is compelling us to preach, it is faith (theirs and ours) that brings the lost to us, and it is faith that means something to Jesus.
Luke 18:7-8
And will not God bring about justice for his chosen ones, who cry out to him day and night? Will he keep putting them off? I tell you, he will see that they get justice, and quickly. However, when the Son of Man comes, will he find faith on the earth?
Now it is less new, less adventuresome, more mundane, more like "life". I believe this is a good thing. I enjoyed the initial ride on the wild side, but now it is time for the next phase. This entails the day to day grind of not only just living out our own family dramas, but putting our shoulder to the plow of God's work for us.
We've been reading, studying, and preaching about the book of Mark. It has been decided that we would use this book as our entryway to God's word for the people we are reaching out to, studying with, and teaching. We are pretty excited to see what God will do.
This past weekend we went out to Howard Amon park to meet people and invite them to our church. It was an encouraging time and we met many people, some very interested and some rude. Sunday we had our first home grown visitors. One man and one woman. Both are planning to be regulars at our get-togethers.
I feel like we are now in the perseverance mode. We need to continue with what God has called us here to do. The initial burst of energy will wear off, the weariness will set in, our strength will fail; that is, unless we turn to God with complete faith again and again.
It is faith that brought us here, it is faith and hope that is compelling us to preach, it is faith (theirs and ours) that brings the lost to us, and it is faith that means something to Jesus.
Luke 18:7-8
And will not God bring about justice for his chosen ones, who cry out to him day and night? Will he keep putting them off? I tell you, he will see that they get justice, and quickly. However, when the Son of Man comes, will he find faith on the earth?
Monday, September 10, 2012
First Service
Sigh... (of relief)
I think this is the way I am feeling about our first service having come and gone. There was a perception for me, of monumental proportions, of what our beginning would look like. I'm sure that every church planting has visions of packed rooms, God's power, and a desire to "feel" the buzz. It is just a guess, but I think many a missionary has been surprised by what God really has in mind.
Packed rooms...
Our first service had visitors; and more than just brothers and sisters from other churches. A couple from Walla Walla who have a son I knew as an early christian. An Aunt who as Amber from Spokane put it, "one of a 100 family members and cousins" here in Tri Cities. My mother visiting from Wisconsin and another person I guess I didn't meet. I think we had our hands full just with this.
God's power...
The fact that we even had the service pretty much proves God is powerfully at work. I'm not sure if any of us were ready to go, but God is. Leading up to and during service we had many needs and sins being tackled just among the team members. I personally had to repent of being a big Jerk to my wife for much of the week prior. Others were saddened and broken by betrayal. Still others wondering if they are in the right place at all. Ruben talked about crying out to God in prayer like never before. God's power?
2 Corinthians 12:9
But he said to me, “My grace is sufficient for you, for my power is made perfect in weakness.” Therefore I will boast all the more gladly about my weaknesses, so that Christ’s power may rest on me.
I think we will be reminded of this regularly by our perfect and awesome God.
God is doing something great and we may just be privileged to see it when it happens if we are faithful.
The Buzz...
Or maybe how I am feeling right now; the fizzle. We will have to combat this feeling thing. The Spirit is working in and around, (and outside) our feelings. What I feel means very little. Yet it seems to matter greatly in the moment. I want to be on the mountain-top all the time. I'm sure Moses did too.
Exodus 19 - Moses went up on the mountain
Exodus 32 - Moses comes down to a major mess
I'm not on the mountain-top right now. I am in the "mess," as well as part of it. God gave Moses his plan and he gives it to us as well.
John 16:33
“I have told you these things, so that in me you may have peace. In this world you will have trouble. But take heart! I have overcome the world.”
I think this is the way I am feeling about our first service having come and gone. There was a perception for me, of monumental proportions, of what our beginning would look like. I'm sure that every church planting has visions of packed rooms, God's power, and a desire to "feel" the buzz. It is just a guess, but I think many a missionary has been surprised by what God really has in mind.
Packed rooms...
Our first service had visitors; and more than just brothers and sisters from other churches. A couple from Walla Walla who have a son I knew as an early christian. An Aunt who as Amber from Spokane put it, "one of a 100 family members and cousins" here in Tri Cities. My mother visiting from Wisconsin and another person I guess I didn't meet. I think we had our hands full just with this.
God's power...
The fact that we even had the service pretty much proves God is powerfully at work. I'm not sure if any of us were ready to go, but God is. Leading up to and during service we had many needs and sins being tackled just among the team members. I personally had to repent of being a big Jerk to my wife for much of the week prior. Others were saddened and broken by betrayal. Still others wondering if they are in the right place at all. Ruben talked about crying out to God in prayer like never before. God's power?
2 Corinthians 12:9
But he said to me, “My grace is sufficient for you, for my power is made perfect in weakness.” Therefore I will boast all the more gladly about my weaknesses, so that Christ’s power may rest on me.
I think we will be reminded of this regularly by our perfect and awesome God.
God is doing something great and we may just be privileged to see it when it happens if we are faithful.
The Buzz...
Or maybe how I am feeling right now; the fizzle. We will have to combat this feeling thing. The Spirit is working in and around, (and outside) our feelings. What I feel means very little. Yet it seems to matter greatly in the moment. I want to be on the mountain-top all the time. I'm sure Moses did too.
Exodus 19 - Moses went up on the mountain
Exodus 32 - Moses comes down to a major mess
I'm not on the mountain-top right now. I am in the "mess," as well as part of it. God gave Moses his plan and he gives it to us as well.
John 16:33
“I have told you these things, so that in me you may have peace. In this world you will have trouble. But take heart! I have overcome the world.”
Tuesday, September 4, 2012
Those who were being saved...
Less than a week away from the inaugural service! It seems like it has been a long time in coming. I will take my comfort in the fact that it is God's perfect timing.
It has been amazing getting to know the people in our city here. In the past couple of weeks some friendships have bloomed with neighbors, coworkers, and baseball parents. I am excited to see what the Spirit will do with these...
Pray for Corey, Mandy, Miguel, Paul, Jeff, Corene, Sonja, Brien...
And God added to their number daily those who were being saved... (Acts 2:47)
I've been pondering this scripture and imagining each person I meet to be starting the journey to resurrection. I eagerly await getting into the bible with them and seeing their faith grow.
My mother is coming to town this week for a visit. It will be great to see her and share what God is doing here with her. We will be having many family members visiting in the next few months. I hope to balance family with Family. May the Spirit work it all out, Amen.
Matthew 12:46-50
While Jesus was still talking to the crowd, his mother and brothers stood outside, wanting to speak to him. Someone told him, “Your mother and brothers are standing outside, wanting to speak to you.”
He replied to him, “Who is my mother, and who are my brothers?” Pointing to his disciples, he said, “Here are my mother and my brothers. For whoever does the will of my Father in heaven is my brother and sister and mother.”
My prayer is that our Church family here truly becomes the reflection of Jesus' family of believers.
It has been amazing getting to know the people in our city here. In the past couple of weeks some friendships have bloomed with neighbors, coworkers, and baseball parents. I am excited to see what the Spirit will do with these...
Pray for Corey, Mandy, Miguel, Paul, Jeff, Corene, Sonja, Brien...
And God added to their number daily those who were being saved... (Acts 2:47)
I've been pondering this scripture and imagining each person I meet to be starting the journey to resurrection. I eagerly await getting into the bible with them and seeing their faith grow.
My mother is coming to town this week for a visit. It will be great to see her and share what God is doing here with her. We will be having many family members visiting in the next few months. I hope to balance family with Family. May the Spirit work it all out, Amen.
Matthew 12:46-50
While Jesus was still talking to the crowd, his mother and brothers stood outside, wanting to speak to him. Someone told him, “Your mother and brothers are standing outside, wanting to speak to you.”
He replied to him, “Who is my mother, and who are my brothers?” Pointing to his disciples, he said, “Here are my mother and my brothers. For whoever does the will of my Father in heaven is my brother and sister and mother.”
My prayer is that our Church family here truly becomes the reflection of Jesus' family of believers.
Sunday, August 26, 2012
Weakness
We are two weeks out from our inaugural church service. We have been having church in our homes and many fellowship and prayer times. The "inaugural" church service will be the first time we have the whole team here together. It is also the first "push" for having some neighbors and friends join us. Up to this point we have focused on building the kind of family that "those who were being saved" (Acts 2:47) could find love in, and among God's children.
Today I reflected with Francine how God has a plan, and it is not ours...
Isaiah 55:8
“For my thoughts are not your thoughts, neither are your ways my ways,” declares the LORD.
There was a plan in place to send out the planting in September. We have been here two months already and were trying to get things moving early. There has been a frustration at times with not seeing things progress how I imagine. Should I be surprised by this? I shouldn't... but none the less I am.
Building family is not a quick process, even in those who share the same blood. Uncovering sin and our character flaws seems to be more prominent than preaching the gospel. Then again, I think the gospel is spelled out and exhibited in this very process.
2 Corinthians 12:9
But he said to me, “My grace is sufficient for you, for my power is made perfect in weakness.” Therefore I will boast all the more gladly about my weaknesses, so that Christ’s power may rest on me.
In all of this I am wrestling with the ability to keep this all in mind. Is there weakness? Yes, lots. Is Grace and work powerfully? Of course. Do I walk the walk and talk the talk? Only in Christ; which is the real trick.
I have been on my knees much of the time here. I ask, "Why? When? What?" Then I stumble on with each day. It seems everything has been a surprise and things our completely out of my control. Yet, isn't that what I signed up for? It is Christ who is at work in me and in the Kingdom of God.
Amazingly God is working to "restore/resurrect" me, each member of the team, and those around us with equal perfection. His power is made perfect in all this weakness. The best part about weakness is that we don't even have to work very hard on that part. We are just weak naturally. I guess accepting that is the challenge, right?
Please pray for us to love one another, lay down our lives for the "least of these," and maintain our acceptance of God's joy, peace, and perfect power. Amen.
Today I reflected with Francine how God has a plan, and it is not ours...
Isaiah 55:8
“For my thoughts are not your thoughts, neither are your ways my ways,” declares the LORD.
There was a plan in place to send out the planting in September. We have been here two months already and were trying to get things moving early. There has been a frustration at times with not seeing things progress how I imagine. Should I be surprised by this? I shouldn't... but none the less I am.
Building family is not a quick process, even in those who share the same blood. Uncovering sin and our character flaws seems to be more prominent than preaching the gospel. Then again, I think the gospel is spelled out and exhibited in this very process.
2 Corinthians 12:9
But he said to me, “My grace is sufficient for you, for my power is made perfect in weakness.” Therefore I will boast all the more gladly about my weaknesses, so that Christ’s power may rest on me.
In all of this I am wrestling with the ability to keep this all in mind. Is there weakness? Yes, lots. Is Grace and work powerfully? Of course. Do I walk the walk and talk the talk? Only in Christ; which is the real trick.
I have been on my knees much of the time here. I ask, "Why? When? What?" Then I stumble on with each day. It seems everything has been a surprise and things our completely out of my control. Yet, isn't that what I signed up for? It is Christ who is at work in me and in the Kingdom of God.
Amazingly God is working to "restore/resurrect" me, each member of the team, and those around us with equal perfection. His power is made perfect in all this weakness. The best part about weakness is that we don't even have to work very hard on that part. We are just weak naturally. I guess accepting that is the challenge, right?
Please pray for us to love one another, lay down our lives for the "least of these," and maintain our acceptance of God's joy, peace, and perfect power. Amen.
Saturday, August 18, 2012
Spirit and Faith
I waited at the river
My soul and I
The current swirled near and far
I beckoned the waves
"Come carry me away"
Off to that yonder star
I walked in the water
My soul and I
The current swirled round my feet
I felt the water tug my foot
"come see my resting place"
Surely it is grand to see
I jumped in the river
My soul and I
It will carry me firm and true
I floated amidst the life within
"now you see my rest"
That will only find the few
IE
Galatians 5:5
For through the Spirit we eagerly await by faith the righteousness for which we hope.
Psalm 31:5
Into your hands I commit my spirit; deliver me, LORD, my faithful God.
And I'm not talking about jumping in the Columbia river and drowning myself... if you were wondering.
My soul and I
The current swirled near and far
I beckoned the waves
"Come carry me away"
Off to that yonder star
I walked in the water
My soul and I
The current swirled round my feet
I felt the water tug my foot
"come see my resting place"
Surely it is grand to see
I jumped in the river
My soul and I
It will carry me firm and true
I floated amidst the life within
"now you see my rest"
That will only find the few
IE
Galatians 5:5
For through the Spirit we eagerly await by faith the righteousness for which we hope.
Psalm 31:5
Into your hands I commit my spirit; deliver me, LORD, my faithful God.
And I'm not talking about jumping in the Columbia river and drowning myself... if you were wondering.
Monday, August 13, 2012
The Enemy
The past week has been one of the hardest since being here. Francine has been pretty sick and that has made doing things more difficult for her and the family. We do not know how her health will play out in this new place. We've been pretty encouraged up to this point. She is having what we call a "flare-up". It could last a few days or a few weeks. Please pray for the former.
Even though she has not felt very well, we have been able to have many people over to our house. The fellowship has been very inspiring and encouraging. The family we are building is really great. I think we all feel the bond growing daily. We hope that it will start overflowing more and more into the people around us - and I know it will!
This is the most literal experience I have had of Acts 2:42-46, and we are praying for vs. 47.
All the believers devoted themselves to the apostles’ teaching, and to fellowship, and to sharing in meals (including the Lord’s Supper), and to prayer.
A deep sense of awe came over them all, and the apostles performed many miraculous signs and wonders. And all the believers met together in one place and shared everything they had. They sold their property and possessions and shared the money with those in need. They worshiped together at the Temple each day, met in homes for the Lord’s Supper, and shared their meals with great joy and generosity— all the while praising God and enjoying the goodwill of all the people. And each day the Lord added to their fellowship those who were being saved.
Along with all of this we are working through some sins that have arisen among us. I think that we are dealing with it biblically, but it has been a bit of a curve ball for the team. We have come closer together as we face Satan's attacks. Although sin is nothing to celebrate, it is wonderful to see the love and concern for one another well up to face this challenge. With prayer and guidance I know that God will overcome these obstacles.
We had a meeting with the Spokane leadership team this past weekend. They shared their experiences during the planting of the Spokane church. It was encouraging to see their excitement not only for our endeavor, but reliving their own adventures. Remembering what God has done always invigorates me for what he will do.
Ephesians 3:14-21
For this reason I kneel before the Father, from whom every family in heaven and on earth derives its name. I pray that out of his glorious riches he may strengthen you with power through his Spirit in your inner being, so that Christ may dwell in your hearts through faith. And I pray that you, being rooted and established in love, may have power, together with all the Lord’s holy people, to grasp how wide and long and high and deep is the love of Christ, and to know this love that surpasses knowledge —that you may be filled to the measure of all the fullness of God.
Now to him who is able to do immeasurably more than all we ask or imagine, according to his power that is at work within us, to him be glory in the church and in Christ Jesus throughout all generations, for ever and ever! Amen.
Even though she has not felt very well, we have been able to have many people over to our house. The fellowship has been very inspiring and encouraging. The family we are building is really great. I think we all feel the bond growing daily. We hope that it will start overflowing more and more into the people around us - and I know it will!
This is the most literal experience I have had of Acts 2:42-46, and we are praying for vs. 47.
All the believers devoted themselves to the apostles’ teaching, and to fellowship, and to sharing in meals (including the Lord’s Supper), and to prayer.
A deep sense of awe came over them all, and the apostles performed many miraculous signs and wonders. And all the believers met together in one place and shared everything they had. They sold their property and possessions and shared the money with those in need. They worshiped together at the Temple each day, met in homes for the Lord’s Supper, and shared their meals with great joy and generosity— all the while praising God and enjoying the goodwill of all the people. And each day the Lord added to their fellowship those who were being saved.
Along with all of this we are working through some sins that have arisen among us. I think that we are dealing with it biblically, but it has been a bit of a curve ball for the team. We have come closer together as we face Satan's attacks. Although sin is nothing to celebrate, it is wonderful to see the love and concern for one another well up to face this challenge. With prayer and guidance I know that God will overcome these obstacles.
We had a meeting with the Spokane leadership team this past weekend. They shared their experiences during the planting of the Spokane church. It was encouraging to see their excitement not only for our endeavor, but reliving their own adventures. Remembering what God has done always invigorates me for what he will do.
Ephesians 3:14-21
For this reason I kneel before the Father, from whom every family in heaven and on earth derives its name. I pray that out of his glorious riches he may strengthen you with power through his Spirit in your inner being, so that Christ may dwell in your hearts through faith. And I pray that you, being rooted and established in love, may have power, together with all the Lord’s holy people, to grasp how wide and long and high and deep is the love of Christ, and to know this love that surpasses knowledge —that you may be filled to the measure of all the fullness of God.
Now to him who is able to do immeasurably more than all we ask or imagine, according to his power that is at work within us, to him be glory in the church and in Christ Jesus throughout all generations, for ever and ever! Amen.
Saturday, August 4, 2012
Growing Roots
We had our first church service on Sunday July 29th. It was about half the team that is planting the church in Tri Cities. We spent the time singing, praying, and sharing about what God has done in our lives up to and during this time. It was very encouraging and unifying.
Colossians 1:3-6
We always thank God, the Father of our Lord Jesus Christ, when we pray for you, because we have heard of your faith in Christ Jesus and of the love you have for all God’s people — the faith and love that spring from the hope stored up for you in heaven and about which you have already heard in the true message of the gospel that has come to you. In the same way, the gospel is bearing fruit and growing throughout the whole world — just as it has been doing among you since the day you heard it and truly understood God’s grace.
I love this scripture because it fits so well with the journey we are on. Faith was challenged and increased in the beginning. An outpouring of Love came next as we arrived and got settled. Now I am convinced that our continued Hope springing from our Lord Jesus combined with that faith and love will surely create something grand.
It has taken over a week to sit down and finish this post. We've moved two more couples in that are part of the team. The third floor apartment move-in was especially ache inducing. As encouraging as the influx of more disciples has been, it has also created a "church-gap" (I just made that up). There are still loose ends and responsibilities for some members outside of our start-up process. I am wrestling a bit with how to transition into full-speed as a team. I think part of it is just having patience. Yet, I think there will be a learning process for us all; which I believe will entail some difficult life changes we may not be totally prepared for.
I am looking over the stories of Ezra and Nehemiah and finding much to ponder. I look forward to celebrating together the laying of our "temple's" foundation (Ezra 1-4). I am attempting to anticipate the difficulties of finishing the building of the "walls" of God's church here (Nehemiah). I am eagerly praying about the wonders God will accomplish in his own name in this wild process.
Things seem slightly chaotic right now with all the transition of our members. I am turning daily to prayer just to rid myself of doubt. The Devil is attacking subtly, as well as directly. Please pray for the saints!
Colossians 1:3-6
We always thank God, the Father of our Lord Jesus Christ, when we pray for you, because we have heard of your faith in Christ Jesus and of the love you have for all God’s people — the faith and love that spring from the hope stored up for you in heaven and about which you have already heard in the true message of the gospel that has come to you. In the same way, the gospel is bearing fruit and growing throughout the whole world — just as it has been doing among you since the day you heard it and truly understood God’s grace.
I love this scripture because it fits so well with the journey we are on. Faith was challenged and increased in the beginning. An outpouring of Love came next as we arrived and got settled. Now I am convinced that our continued Hope springing from our Lord Jesus combined with that faith and love will surely create something grand.
It has taken over a week to sit down and finish this post. We've moved two more couples in that are part of the team. The third floor apartment move-in was especially ache inducing. As encouraging as the influx of more disciples has been, it has also created a "church-gap" (I just made that up). There are still loose ends and responsibilities for some members outside of our start-up process. I am wrestling a bit with how to transition into full-speed as a team. I think part of it is just having patience. Yet, I think there will be a learning process for us all; which I believe will entail some difficult life changes we may not be totally prepared for.
I am looking over the stories of Ezra and Nehemiah and finding much to ponder. I look forward to celebrating together the laying of our "temple's" foundation (Ezra 1-4). I am attempting to anticipate the difficulties of finishing the building of the "walls" of God's church here (Nehemiah). I am eagerly praying about the wonders God will accomplish in his own name in this wild process.
Things seem slightly chaotic right now with all the transition of our members. I am turning daily to prayer just to rid myself of doubt. The Devil is attacking subtly, as well as directly. Please pray for the saints!
Monday, July 23, 2012
New Home
This weekend we finally moved into the house we will be renting for the next year or more. It feels good to be in a home! We are so excited about our house. It is perfect for us and the church. We will have plenty of room for our events and hospitality.
I am starting my third week of work. I have been getting more comfortable with the surroundings in the jail and courthouse. I visited the county animal control building (Don’t tell my kids… or I would have to bring one of the new puppies home!). I am eager to see how God can use the situation to reach many people through me.
God has really been taking care of everything. We feel so blessed in every way. Last week we got a flat tire and had to go in to get it replaced. The tire place ended up giving us a free tire just for being new to the area!
Matthew 13:10-12
The disciples came to him and asked, “Why do you speak to the people in parables?” He replied, “Because the knowledge of the secrets of the kingdom of heaven has been given to you, but not to them. Whoever has will be given more, and they will have an abundance. Whoever does not have, even what they have will be taken from them.
I could go off the deep end and say this has something to do with material things. It does not. I am thankful we are being given much right now in this way, but it will pass. This scripture really talks about the condition of the heart. I hope that everything we are being given, both material and spiritual, will just overflow from us to others. I hope they will see and understand instead of being blind and naked.
I met our first neighbors tonight, Raul and Laura. They have twin 5 year olds and an 11 year old. I will be praying about them and all the neighbors as we meet them. We hope they will find our house a haven, different from all other places. We hope to have them all here as much as possible. Please pray if you are reading this that we do not lose steam in our pursuit of the souls around us
Wednesday, July 11, 2012
Wild Fire
Ok, I neglected to finish our trip to Tri Cities. It has been a whirlwind of activity since driving into town.
The temperature on arrival to Washington's desert was 107. As we neared the city, we saw a large plume of smoke billowing across the sky. When we got closer we saw the whole countryside on fire; black smoldering hills stretched out of site. We arrived at the hotel and I got out to enter the building. A man from the hotel ran up and announced that the hotel doors were not working because the power was out to the building. He took me through an employee entrance to get to the front desk. Our room was very hot when we checked in. It took about an hour and a half to get power back. An hour and a half after that we realized that the air conditioner in our room was broken. We got another room and then my daughter spent the next 2 hours howling at the top of her lungs because her tooth hurt (which we had to get pulled the next day).
John 16:32-33
“A time is coming and in fact has come when you will be scattered, each to your own home. You will leave me all alone. Yet I am not alone, for my Father is with me.
“I have told you these things, so that in me you may have peace. In this world you will have trouble. But take heart! I have overcome the world.”
The past few days have been an extension of the trials that Satan has been throwing our way. I'm positive that he doesn't want any of us "disciples" here. I started a new job on Monday doing maintenance. It has been very challenging. I work for a courthouse and jail. I am working right next to high ranking officials, violent criminals, and so many things I have never fixed before...overwhelming. Day two and three got better and better though. I prayed for peace and to release my anxiety and God has once again amazed me. I am feeling much more confident that I can do his work there.
We are still living out of our suitcases even though we are in our own place for a bit. The end of our living situation is still on the horizon. We are looking at several locations to set up or home more permanently. Our desire is to live where we can be the most useful to our church family as well as reach out to our neighbors.
It has been a tiresome week (it's Wednesday). Perhaps by the weekend we will slow down a tad bit. If not, there's coffee and my emergency fuel - Monster.
Ephesians 3:20-21
Now to him who is able to do immeasurably more than all we ask or imagine, according to his power that is at work within us, to him be glory in the church and in Christ Jesus throughout all generations, for ever and ever! Amen.
The temperature on arrival to Washington's desert was 107. As we neared the city, we saw a large plume of smoke billowing across the sky. When we got closer we saw the whole countryside on fire; black smoldering hills stretched out of site. We arrived at the hotel and I got out to enter the building. A man from the hotel ran up and announced that the hotel doors were not working because the power was out to the building. He took me through an employee entrance to get to the front desk. Our room was very hot when we checked in. It took about an hour and a half to get power back. An hour and a half after that we realized that the air conditioner in our room was broken. We got another room and then my daughter spent the next 2 hours howling at the top of her lungs because her tooth hurt (which we had to get pulled the next day).
John 16:32-33
“A time is coming and in fact has come when you will be scattered, each to your own home. You will leave me all alone. Yet I am not alone, for my Father is with me.
“I have told you these things, so that in me you may have peace. In this world you will have trouble. But take heart! I have overcome the world.”
The past few days have been an extension of the trials that Satan has been throwing our way. I'm positive that he doesn't want any of us "disciples" here. I started a new job on Monday doing maintenance. It has been very challenging. I work for a courthouse and jail. I am working right next to high ranking officials, violent criminals, and so many things I have never fixed before...overwhelming. Day two and three got better and better though. I prayed for peace and to release my anxiety and God has once again amazed me. I am feeling much more confident that I can do his work there.
We are still living out of our suitcases even though we are in our own place for a bit. The end of our living situation is still on the horizon. We are looking at several locations to set up or home more permanently. Our desire is to live where we can be the most useful to our church family as well as reach out to our neighbors.
It has been a tiresome week (it's Wednesday). Perhaps by the weekend we will slow down a tad bit. If not, there's coffee and my emergency fuel - Monster.
Ephesians 3:20-21
Now to him who is able to do immeasurably more than all we ask or imagine, according to his power that is at work within us, to him be glory in the church and in Christ Jesus throughout all generations, for ever and ever! Amen.
Saturday, July 7, 2012
Day 5 & 6
Been staying with an amazing couple in Spokane. We have been amazed by the love they have shown to us. We truly feel like part of the family.
Romans 15 31-33
Pray that I may be kept safe from the unbelievers in Judea and that the contribution I take to Jerusalem may be favorably received by the Lord’s people there, so that I may come to you with joy, by God’s will, and in your company be refreshed. The God of peace be with you all. Amen.
It has really been refreshing to spend time with the DeWolfs. It is like an instant family. We have gained so much from being with them; parenting tips, life experience, and such a generous heart. It is inspiring and is really convicting too. We want to carry there hospitality on in Tri Cities.
The brothers and sisters here have collectively been so encouraging. The evidence of God's grace is strong. Praise Jesus all you saints!
Thursday, July 5, 2012
Day Four
Made it to Washington! Stopping in Spokane for a few days to visit with the brothers and sisters there. We were all pretty "done" with driving. It has become a bit more challenging to be patient and loving with each other.
I felt the gravity of our move today; a whole city to evangelize. I don't even know half of the team yet and we are to become a unified family.
Leviticus 26:11-13
I will put my dwelling place among you, and I will not abhor you. I will walk among you and be your God, and you will be my people. I am the LORD your God, who brought you out of Egypt so that you would no longer be slaves to the Egyptians; I broke the bars of your yoke and enabled you to walk with heads held high.
This scripture came to mind as I thought of other people in the bible who needed reminding of who they were. I need to draw strength and confidence that God is with us. He said it of them and also of us.
We are his people and he will accomplish his great and perfect plan in Tri Cities.
Wednesday, July 4, 2012
Day Three
Missoula. Favorite day so far. We only had to drive 5 and 1/2 hours. Mountains were beautiful! They even have good vegan friendly restaurants.
It has become more real; we really are moving to start a church. It will be a few weeks until we have a home. I have thought frequently about how men like Paul went from place to place not only planting churches, but creating loving families of disciples.
Matthew 8:20
Jesus replied, “Foxes have dens and birds have nests, but the Son of Man has no place to lay his head.”
Jesus spent his whole ministry going from place to place. I don't necessarily see us doing this, but I have a new perspective on my view of being a disciple. I think we needed this kind of change, challenge, and faith to continue being the new creation God intends for us all.
The kicker for me is that I believe more than ever that so many more of us should be living like this too. Not that we move far away (but maybe), but live like we have nothing except God's purpose to live out.
Tuesday, July 3, 2012
Day Two
Ended up in Billings MT tonight. It was our longest trek of our trip. The giant plains fire added an extra hour because we had to go around it. Kids actually did really well with our 12hr drive.
When my back is tight, eyes burning, and arms numb from gripping the wheel...it's hard to think about why we are doing this. I need to take little moments along the way to remember. Although we are excited about things personally, we are even more excited about what God is going to do when we get there.
One thing I am looking forward to is spending time with the disciples there.
Rom 1:11-12
I long to see you so that I may impart to you some spiritual gift to make you strong—that is, that you and I may be mutually encouraged by each other’s faith.
I think the church will start well if we are unified and full of brotherly love from the start. See you all soon!
Monday, July 2, 2012
Day One
Left Madison today and finished our day in South Dakota. The highlight was the morning prayer and song time in the car. Low... 30 min of a hysterical child screaming during the drive.
Tomorrow I am excited to see the Corn Palace here in Mitchell SD. My inner Chevy Chase can't resist. We will also hit up Mt. Rushmore if possible.
Today I reflected on my heart and attitude leading up to our move. It's been all over the place. I had been a little sad about my friends being a bit scarce during this process.
Matthew 20:28
just as the Son of Man did not come to be served, but to serve, and to give his life as a ransom for many.
I have found myself to be falling quite short in emulating Christ in this way. I will continue to pray about this and would appreciate any if your prayers as well.
Thursday, June 28, 2012
Final Prep
Three days more until the move. This week has been emotionally, physically, and spiritually challenging. After a flurry of answered prayers and faithful hearts and attitudes, we regressed a bit.
The beginning of the week brought the realization that we have a lot to do and little time to do it. Worry and stress had started to gain some ground. "Regular" life had faded away and we were now fully engaged in our First Planting.
Mattew 16:21-27
From that time on Jesus began to explain to his disciples that he must go to Jerusalem and suffer many things at the hands of the elders, the chief priests and the teachers of the law, and that he must be killed and on the third day be raised to life.
Peter took him aside and began to rebuke him. “Never, Lord!” he said. “This shall never happen to you!”
Jesus turned and said to Peter, “Get behind me, Satan! You are a stumbling block to me; you do not have in mind the concerns of God, but merely human concerns.”
Then Jesus said to his disciples, “Whoever wants to be my disciple must deny themselves and take up their cross and follow me. For whoever wants to save their life will lose it, but whoever loses their life for me will find it. What good will it be for someone to gain the whole world, yet forfeit their soul? Or what can anyone give in exchange for their soul? For the Son of Man is going to come in his Father’s glory with his angels, and then he will reward each person according to what they have done.
I feel that we got to experience this a bit during this process. It has been surprising and discouraging to get resistance to our plans to go to Tri Cities from some people we did not expect. I do not think we have the perfect insight of Jesus, but we do think that we are pursuing God's ultimate plan. It was an eye opener to us. It is hard to leave everything to do something completely at odds with what the world does; it has taken much prayer to get my heart right at every turn.
An encouraging brother sent this text to me today to spur us on...
Matthew 10:29-30
“Truly I tell you,” Jesus replied, “no one who has left home or brothers or sisters or mother or father or children or fields for me and the gospel will fail to receive a hundred times as much in this present age: homes, brothers, sisters, mothers, children and fields—along with persecutions—and in the age to come eternal life.
I have never experienced this to the extent of what we are doing now. With a wife and children counting on my leadership, I have had to grab hold of a solid faith to live this out. Who leaves everything and moves their family into the unknown with nothing to base it on except the writings of someone long ago.
-Abraham
-Noah
-Peter
I am in good company. I don't number myself with these men, but I will strive to uphold the faith that they lived out.
In some ways I feel like I am out of my mind, but Paul was also accused of this at one time (Acts 26). It is a bit surreal to see a parallel to the scriptures in what we are doing, yet such a resistance in the world and people around us. Without prayer and scripture I would have caved in several weeks ago. Without the Spirit I would have lost courage and strength long ago. God has persisted, so we will too.
Thank you to all the brothers and sisters who have also believed the dream...
The beginning of the week brought the realization that we have a lot to do and little time to do it. Worry and stress had started to gain some ground. "Regular" life had faded away and we were now fully engaged in our First Planting.
Mattew 16:21-27
From that time on Jesus began to explain to his disciples that he must go to Jerusalem and suffer many things at the hands of the elders, the chief priests and the teachers of the law, and that he must be killed and on the third day be raised to life.
Peter took him aside and began to rebuke him. “Never, Lord!” he said. “This shall never happen to you!”
Jesus turned and said to Peter, “Get behind me, Satan! You are a stumbling block to me; you do not have in mind the concerns of God, but merely human concerns.”
Then Jesus said to his disciples, “Whoever wants to be my disciple must deny themselves and take up their cross and follow me. For whoever wants to save their life will lose it, but whoever loses their life for me will find it. What good will it be for someone to gain the whole world, yet forfeit their soul? Or what can anyone give in exchange for their soul? For the Son of Man is going to come in his Father’s glory with his angels, and then he will reward each person according to what they have done.
I feel that we got to experience this a bit during this process. It has been surprising and discouraging to get resistance to our plans to go to Tri Cities from some people we did not expect. I do not think we have the perfect insight of Jesus, but we do think that we are pursuing God's ultimate plan. It was an eye opener to us. It is hard to leave everything to do something completely at odds with what the world does; it has taken much prayer to get my heart right at every turn.
An encouraging brother sent this text to me today to spur us on...
Matthew 10:29-30
“Truly I tell you,” Jesus replied, “no one who has left home or brothers or sisters or mother or father or children or fields for me and the gospel will fail to receive a hundred times as much in this present age: homes, brothers, sisters, mothers, children and fields—along with persecutions—and in the age to come eternal life.
I have never experienced this to the extent of what we are doing now. With a wife and children counting on my leadership, I have had to grab hold of a solid faith to live this out. Who leaves everything and moves their family into the unknown with nothing to base it on except the writings of someone long ago.
-Abraham
-Noah
-Peter
I am in good company. I don't number myself with these men, but I will strive to uphold the faith that they lived out.
In some ways I feel like I am out of my mind, but Paul was also accused of this at one time (Acts 26). It is a bit surreal to see a parallel to the scriptures in what we are doing, yet such a resistance in the world and people around us. Without prayer and scripture I would have caved in several weeks ago. Without the Spirit I would have lost courage and strength long ago. God has persisted, so we will too.
Thank you to all the brothers and sisters who have also believed the dream...
Thursday, June 21, 2012
Pack it up, Pack it in...
In my youth as a christian, there was something called The One Suitcase Challenge. It always sounded so excitingly extreme.
First we were getting a truck, then a small trailer, now... We may be getting close to that one suitcase. Our most recent plan is to fill only what fits in our minivan and bring that (which includes two small children). The cost of bringing our stuff mostly outweighs the value of the items themselves. For the most part, I am happy not to have to carry it in and out of trucks and houses anyway.
Luke 10:1-4
After this the Lord appointed seventy-two others and sent them two by two ahead of him to every town and place where he was about to go. He told them, “The harvest is plentiful, but the workers are few. Ask the Lord of the harvest, therefore, to send out workers into his harvest field. Go! I am sending you out like lambs among wolves. Do not take a purse or bag or sandals; and do not greet anyone on the road.
Although I think a car full of stuff is still more than the scripture implies, I guess I'm about to see what this feels like. It is quite freeing to have less, yet still have what we need. I am positive that we will find some furniture and other stuff when we get there. We intend on staying in Tri Cities for a while, so we will need a few things. I am looking forward to see how the Lord provides the necessities.
Our place here in Wisconsin is up for rent. We are praying for a quick renter. There are still two months on our lease. I think we will find the perfect person and be out of here shortly.
So enough about the material things. Let's get on to the harvest! It is awesome to think about how plentiful it will be in the Tri Cities. I have wrestled once again with some faithful prayers on this subject. Specific prayers have really been hard for me to do. I want my faith to increase and amazing things to happen. So, pray for us.
First we were getting a truck, then a small trailer, now... We may be getting close to that one suitcase. Our most recent plan is to fill only what fits in our minivan and bring that (which includes two small children). The cost of bringing our stuff mostly outweighs the value of the items themselves. For the most part, I am happy not to have to carry it in and out of trucks and houses anyway.
Luke 10:1-4
After this the Lord appointed seventy-two others and sent them two by two ahead of him to every town and place where he was about to go. He told them, “The harvest is plentiful, but the workers are few. Ask the Lord of the harvest, therefore, to send out workers into his harvest field. Go! I am sending you out like lambs among wolves. Do not take a purse or bag or sandals; and do not greet anyone on the road.
Although I think a car full of stuff is still more than the scripture implies, I guess I'm about to see what this feels like. It is quite freeing to have less, yet still have what we need. I am positive that we will find some furniture and other stuff when we get there. We intend on staying in Tri Cities for a while, so we will need a few things. I am looking forward to see how the Lord provides the necessities.
Our place here in Wisconsin is up for rent. We are praying for a quick renter. There are still two months on our lease. I think we will find the perfect person and be out of here shortly.
So enough about the material things. Let's get on to the harvest! It is awesome to think about how plentiful it will be in the Tri Cities. I have wrestled once again with some faithful prayers on this subject. Specific prayers have really been hard for me to do. I want my faith to increase and amazing things to happen. So, pray for us.
Saturday, June 16, 2012
Faith 2
I have returned. Washington is a beautiful place. I enjoyed seeing pretty much the whole thing in 3 days. Seattle, Yakima, Tri Cities, Spokane, and back to Seattle. The mountains were majestic. The wine valleys were breath taking. The Columbia river, awesome. The whole Spirit filled journey, priceless!
Now I must go back; a few weeks, to a time of soul searching and prayer. I spoke to my good friend and brother in Christ, Jacques. He challenged me to be practical and yet pray some specific faithful prayers.
I thought to myself, "Self, you need to stretch your faith."
Prayer one: God I don't have the faith, increase my faith. (Mark 9:24)
Prayer two: (Monday) God, provide the money to fund this move and mission trip to Tri Cities...this week! I almost had to smack my self and laugh out loud after even thinking such a thing. Yet I really wanted to have faith, and I believe that only by believing something unseen and perhaps even impossible, I would be getting it right (Heb 11:1)
Friday: What happened? I didn't get any money! Wait... I had received a thank you card on Thursday at work for helping at a conference. It said "Thank You" and contained a gift card to Starbucks for $5. I found this pretty funny. After some praying I came to the conclusion that God had just said the equivalent of:
Judges 6:14
The LORD turned to him and said, “Go in the strength you have and save Israel out of Midian’s hand. Am I not sending you?”
God, in my assessment, said that I have all I need. So that was the end of that.
Prayer three: (prayed at the same time) God, let the job I will have be on the table by June 15th. Now remember, this is almost a month ago. On Friday June 8th I got a call. "Can you come to an interview on Wednesday June 13th at 2pm?"
Friday June 15th: Job offer, and acceptance.
God has increased my faith!
Along with all this awesomeness, I got to fellowship with other faithful brothers and sisters battling to plant the Tri Cities church. They transported me across the state (thank you Alvarados), provided hospitality (Peacocks and Co.), and encouraged and prayed with me. Not only that, I was blessed to witness a young single man get baptized in the river while I was visiting the Spokane Church.
I went down to the river to pray...studying about that good ol' way...
And in the good old vernacular of Yoda: "Fired up, am I.. mmmm yes!"
Now I must go back; a few weeks, to a time of soul searching and prayer. I spoke to my good friend and brother in Christ, Jacques. He challenged me to be practical and yet pray some specific faithful prayers.
I thought to myself, "Self, you need to stretch your faith."
Prayer one: God I don't have the faith, increase my faith. (Mark 9:24)
Prayer two: (Monday) God, provide the money to fund this move and mission trip to Tri Cities...this week! I almost had to smack my self and laugh out loud after even thinking such a thing. Yet I really wanted to have faith, and I believe that only by believing something unseen and perhaps even impossible, I would be getting it right (Heb 11:1)
Friday: What happened? I didn't get any money! Wait... I had received a thank you card on Thursday at work for helping at a conference. It said "Thank You" and contained a gift card to Starbucks for $5. I found this pretty funny. After some praying I came to the conclusion that God had just said the equivalent of:
Judges 6:14
The LORD turned to him and said, “Go in the strength you have and save Israel out of Midian’s hand. Am I not sending you?”
God, in my assessment, said that I have all I need. So that was the end of that.
Prayer three: (prayed at the same time) God, let the job I will have be on the table by June 15th. Now remember, this is almost a month ago. On Friday June 8th I got a call. "Can you come to an interview on Wednesday June 13th at 2pm?"
Friday June 15th: Job offer, and acceptance.
God has increased my faith!
Along with all this awesomeness, I got to fellowship with other faithful brothers and sisters battling to plant the Tri Cities church. They transported me across the state (thank you Alvarados), provided hospitality (Peacocks and Co.), and encouraged and prayed with me. Not only that, I was blessed to witness a young single man get baptized in the river while I was visiting the Spokane Church.
I went down to the river to pray...studying about that good ol' way...
And in the good old vernacular of Yoda: "Fired up, am I.. mmmm yes!"
Sunday, June 10, 2012
Faith
We went on a family vacation last week with Grammy. Every year we pick a water park to visit together and spend a few days there. The kids kept me chasing them around; keeping an eye on them is difficult when random water jets blast you in the face. The fact that there were about a hundred other kids racing around didn't make things easier.
I've found that although vacation is a nice family memory, it is tough on the Spirit sometimes. Francine and I came back with a spiritual headache. Our usual times with God were disrupted and we needed to get some faith time in.
Ephesians 6:16
In addition to all this, take up the shield of faith, with which you can extinguish all the flaming arrows of the evil one.
Even a couple days of vacation were enough to get us doubting and questioning our decision to continue on in our pursuit of planting a chuch.
Romans 10:17
Consequently, faith comes from hearing the message, and the message is heard through the word about Christ.
Yet with the Bible refilling us with faith, the power that comes from God's word took the wheel.
Two days after returning from our trip I received a call from a job in Kennewick. They wanted me to come to an interview on the following Wednesday; it is Sunday as I write this. I found a ticket and will leave on Tuesday night. I have no idea how it will all turn out. I will go to the interview and hit up a couple other job leads to make the most of the trip.
It will be very exciting to see the other brothers and sisters we will be joining in the Tri Cities. We have talked on the phone and Skype, but this will be the first face to face. I eagerly desire to share the time with one another.
Romans 10:11-12
I long to see you so that I may impart to you some spiritual gift to make you strong— that is, that you and I may be mutually encouraged by each other’s faith.
It has already been encouraging talking with each other and it has built my faith. I believe it has also encouraged them. Once again the Bible is right (imagine that).
During this time we have had sickness hit the house and a death in the family. With moving preparations in full swing, and me leaving for a few days, there is a heightened level of potential emotional storm clouds looming. We have a real opportunity to take a better path. Faith.
Acts 27:25
So keep up your courage, men, for I have faith in God that it will happen just as he told me.
I've found that although vacation is a nice family memory, it is tough on the Spirit sometimes. Francine and I came back with a spiritual headache. Our usual times with God were disrupted and we needed to get some faith time in.
Ephesians 6:16
In addition to all this, take up the shield of faith, with which you can extinguish all the flaming arrows of the evil one.
Even a couple days of vacation were enough to get us doubting and questioning our decision to continue on in our pursuit of planting a chuch.
Romans 10:17
Consequently, faith comes from hearing the message, and the message is heard through the word about Christ.
Yet with the Bible refilling us with faith, the power that comes from God's word took the wheel.
Two days after returning from our trip I received a call from a job in Kennewick. They wanted me to come to an interview on the following Wednesday; it is Sunday as I write this. I found a ticket and will leave on Tuesday night. I have no idea how it will all turn out. I will go to the interview and hit up a couple other job leads to make the most of the trip.
It will be very exciting to see the other brothers and sisters we will be joining in the Tri Cities. We have talked on the phone and Skype, but this will be the first face to face. I eagerly desire to share the time with one another.
Romans 10:11-12
I long to see you so that I may impart to you some spiritual gift to make you strong— that is, that you and I may be mutually encouraged by each other’s faith.
It has already been encouraging talking with each other and it has built my faith. I believe it has also encouraged them. Once again the Bible is right (imagine that).
During this time we have had sickness hit the house and a death in the family. With moving preparations in full swing, and me leaving for a few days, there is a heightened level of potential emotional storm clouds looming. We have a real opportunity to take a better path. Faith.
Acts 27:25
So keep up your courage, men, for I have faith in God that it will happen just as he told me.
Friday, June 1, 2012
Stepping Out
We just gave notice to our Landlord that we are moving. We don't have a place to move to yet, but first things first. It may be that we move out and head west before we know many answers to important questions.
With this in mind I think there is a perceived order of making plans in life:
1) Get the best job you can ($, passion, ambition)
2) Live in the best place you can (Fun, weather, family, friends)
3) Acquire, settle, and retire
(Granted; the weather in Tri Cities IS what we are looking for. It should be better for Francine's health.)
Other than that, I think we are going about it backwards...or are we?
As for #1 (above), I am still trying to find a job. Not the dream job, a job. I have a nice job now. In fact, it is the best job I have ever had. I could probably move up soon in my company...
#2 Never even been there before! We have no family there (other than our brothers/Sisters in Christ moving there at the same time), no friends. Weather/health seems probable but is not a guarantee.
#3 In my experience most people try to live the "American Dream". I have delved into this thinking myself at times. Happiness lies with what you have, what you acquire, and achievement. If that is the case I should stay here in Wisconsin. Things are going well for us.
Matthew 6:32-34
For the pagans run after all these things, and your heavenly Father knows that you need them. But seek first his kingdom and his righteousness, and all these things will be given to you as well. Therefore do not worry about tomorrow, for tomorrow will worry about itself. Each day has enough trouble of its own.
I spoke with a good friend recently about this. He presented the idea that I could do this by staying put. He said you do not need to blaze a spiritual trail to be spiritual. By doing God's will right here and right now I would still be seeking Him. I agree.
This move should not just be our personal desire. I believe it should be our heart's desire; or perhaps our soul's desire.
Psalm 37:3-6
Trust in the Lord and do good;
dwell in the land and enjoy safe pasture.
Take delight in the Lord,
and he will give you the desires of your heart.
Commit your way to the Lord;
trust in him and he will do this:
He will make your righteous reward shine like the dawn,
your vindication like the noonday sun.And...
Isaiah 26:7-9
The path of the righteous is level;
you, the Upright One, make the way of the righteous smooth.
Yes, Lord, walking in the way of your laws, we wait for you;
your name and renown are the desire of our hearts.
My soul yearns for you in the night;
in the morning my spirit longs for you.
When your judgments come upon the earth,
the people of the world learn righteousness.
Reading these scriptures and thinking about them has really inspired and taught me about the idea of desire. It is not about my selfish desires. It is about the desires of the Spirit in me. These may sometimes overlap, but probably not much. Yet, I am becoming more assured that the desires of the Spirit are way better anyway.
The bottom line has come down to this; Our desire is to go to Tri Cities. We trust that God is going to do great things. We look forward to the relationships, the potential for better health, and truly feel God is calling us there.
We only have one plan right now. Go. The rest will be on God and in prayer.
With this in mind I think there is a perceived order of making plans in life:
1) Get the best job you can ($, passion, ambition)
2) Live in the best place you can (Fun, weather, family, friends)
3) Acquire, settle, and retire
(Granted; the weather in Tri Cities IS what we are looking for. It should be better for Francine's health.)
Other than that, I think we are going about it backwards...or are we?
As for #1 (above), I am still trying to find a job. Not the dream job, a job. I have a nice job now. In fact, it is the best job I have ever had. I could probably move up soon in my company...
#2 Never even been there before! We have no family there (other than our brothers/Sisters in Christ moving there at the same time), no friends. Weather/health seems probable but is not a guarantee.
#3 In my experience most people try to live the "American Dream". I have delved into this thinking myself at times. Happiness lies with what you have, what you acquire, and achievement. If that is the case I should stay here in Wisconsin. Things are going well for us.
Matthew 6:32-34
For the pagans run after all these things, and your heavenly Father knows that you need them. But seek first his kingdom and his righteousness, and all these things will be given to you as well. Therefore do not worry about tomorrow, for tomorrow will worry about itself. Each day has enough trouble of its own.
I spoke with a good friend recently about this. He presented the idea that I could do this by staying put. He said you do not need to blaze a spiritual trail to be spiritual. By doing God's will right here and right now I would still be seeking Him. I agree.
This move should not just be our personal desire. I believe it should be our heart's desire; or perhaps our soul's desire.
Psalm 37:3-6
Trust in the Lord and do good;
dwell in the land and enjoy safe pasture.
Take delight in the Lord,
and he will give you the desires of your heart.
Commit your way to the Lord;
trust in him and he will do this:
He will make your righteous reward shine like the dawn,
your vindication like the noonday sun.And...
Isaiah 26:7-9
The path of the righteous is level;
you, the Upright One, make the way of the righteous smooth.
Yes, Lord, walking in the way of your laws, we wait for you;
your name and renown are the desire of our hearts.
My soul yearns for you in the night;
in the morning my spirit longs for you.
When your judgments come upon the earth,
the people of the world learn righteousness.
Reading these scriptures and thinking about them has really inspired and taught me about the idea of desire. It is not about my selfish desires. It is about the desires of the Spirit in me. These may sometimes overlap, but probably not much. Yet, I am becoming more assured that the desires of the Spirit are way better anyway.
The bottom line has come down to this; Our desire is to go to Tri Cities. We trust that God is going to do great things. We look forward to the relationships, the potential for better health, and truly feel God is calling us there.
We only have one plan right now. Go. The rest will be on God and in prayer.
Saturday, May 26, 2012
Pray
Had one of those mountain-top prayer experiences today.
I spent some time reading this morning:
Exodus-
15:12
So the people grumbled against Moses, saying, “What are we to drink?”
17:2-3
So they quarreled with Moses and said, “Give us water to drink.”
Moses replied, “Why do you quarrel with me? Why do you put the Lord to the test?”
But the people were thirsty for water there, and they grumbled against Moses. They said, “Why did you bring us up out of Egypt to make us and our children and livestock die of thirst?”
Genesis 15:6
Abram believed the Lord, and he credited it to him as righteousness.
I have been questioning, grumbling, and doubting heavily on a regular basis. While reading and praying today I am excited to say that a moment of "poor in spirit," and "mourning," (Matt 5:1-2) broke through to my heart. Humbly accepting the way things are progressing and acknowledge my shameful thoughts and lack of faith has really been a blessing. I hope to continue on THIS path.
It has been put on our hearts to make some unprecedented moves in our life. We do not know if a job will be there yet, where we will live, or any details at all; but we have a plan. Prayerfully we will set out and stay with family and friends while "finding" the things we need along the way. Perhaps I should say "be provided." Matthew 6 says to seek his Kingdom and righteousness and the rest will be provided.
If you are reading this, please pray for our plan and the road ahead. We still need to decide on some details, as well as put our trust in God laying some early groundwork for us to make things move ahead.
Tri Cities will see the evidence of God's grace one way or another. We hope to be a part of it and will continue to "Go." In our "Going," we will see God do amazing things where ever that may be...
I spent some time reading this morning:
Exodus-
15:12
So the people grumbled against Moses, saying, “What are we to drink?”
17:2-3
So they quarreled with Moses and said, “Give us water to drink.”
Moses replied, “Why do you quarrel with me? Why do you put the Lord to the test?”
But the people were thirsty for water there, and they grumbled against Moses. They said, “Why did you bring us up out of Egypt to make us and our children and livestock die of thirst?”
Genesis 15:6
Abram believed the Lord, and he credited it to him as righteousness.
I have been questioning, grumbling, and doubting heavily on a regular basis. While reading and praying today I am excited to say that a moment of "poor in spirit," and "mourning," (Matt 5:1-2) broke through to my heart. Humbly accepting the way things are progressing and acknowledge my shameful thoughts and lack of faith has really been a blessing. I hope to continue on THIS path.
It has been put on our hearts to make some unprecedented moves in our life. We do not know if a job will be there yet, where we will live, or any details at all; but we have a plan. Prayerfully we will set out and stay with family and friends while "finding" the things we need along the way. Perhaps I should say "be provided." Matthew 6 says to seek his Kingdom and righteousness and the rest will be provided.
If you are reading this, please pray for our plan and the road ahead. We still need to decide on some details, as well as put our trust in God laying some early groundwork for us to make things move ahead.
Tri Cities will see the evidence of God's grace one way or another. We hope to be a part of it and will continue to "Go." In our "Going," we will see God do amazing things where ever that may be...
Monday, May 21, 2012
Searching
"No."
"No."
"No."
"Call in a couple months..."
Today I did some follow up on jobs in the Tri Cities. These were not quite the answers I was looking for. The most promising lead told me to call back in July (It's May).
It's hard after this to envision setting off to evangelize new lands. I really want to invest my whole heart to the mission ahead. I can't help but question myself. "Is God really calling us?" I probably shouldn't be so surprised that things are not going like I want them too. Couldn't things go perfect just this once.
Isaiah 55: 8-9
“For my thoughts are not your thoughts,
neither are your ways my ways,”
declares the Lord.
“As the heavens are higher than the earth,
so are my ways higher than your ways
and my thoughts than your thoughts.
I would like to say I am OK with what ever happens. Perhaps I am for a few minutes a day. The other 23+ hours I have to pray about my heart. Many times I find that I am doubting, complaining, and faithless. "Increase my faith Lord!"
I'm tired pretty much every day just working, taking care of the family, and living out the mission here and now. Most of the time tomorrow seems impossible to plan for and to serve God with everything I have. I feel like I should have some sort of plan by now for going across the country. We have moved many times in the last 5 years and it is hard to think about it again. Each time has tested us to the breaking point mentally, physically, emotionally, and of course spiritually.
I have prayed some challenging prayers lately and I am struggling to wait patiently, and more importantly; with faith.
Matthew 14:30-31
But when he saw the wind, he was afraid and, beginning to sink, cried out, “Lord, save me!”
Immediately Jesus reached out his hand and caught him. “You of little faith,” he said, “why did you doubt?”
I think this is the part where I step out and see the wind start blowing.
"No."
"No."
"Call in a couple months..."
Today I did some follow up on jobs in the Tri Cities. These were not quite the answers I was looking for. The most promising lead told me to call back in July (It's May).
It's hard after this to envision setting off to evangelize new lands. I really want to invest my whole heart to the mission ahead. I can't help but question myself. "Is God really calling us?" I probably shouldn't be so surprised that things are not going like I want them too. Couldn't things go perfect just this once.
Isaiah 55: 8-9
“For my thoughts are not your thoughts,
neither are your ways my ways,”
declares the Lord.
“As the heavens are higher than the earth,
so are my ways higher than your ways
and my thoughts than your thoughts.
I would like to say I am OK with what ever happens. Perhaps I am for a few minutes a day. The other 23+ hours I have to pray about my heart. Many times I find that I am doubting, complaining, and faithless. "Increase my faith Lord!"
I'm tired pretty much every day just working, taking care of the family, and living out the mission here and now. Most of the time tomorrow seems impossible to plan for and to serve God with everything I have. I feel like I should have some sort of plan by now for going across the country. We have moved many times in the last 5 years and it is hard to think about it again. Each time has tested us to the breaking point mentally, physically, emotionally, and of course spiritually.
I have prayed some challenging prayers lately and I am struggling to wait patiently, and more importantly; with faith.
Matthew 14:30-31
But when he saw the wind, he was afraid and, beginning to sink, cried out, “Lord, save me!”
Immediately Jesus reached out his hand and caught him. “You of little faith,” he said, “why did you doubt?”
I think this is the part where I step out and see the wind start blowing.
Monday, May 14, 2012
Beginning
When I came out of waters of D'anza Cove in San Diego I was filled with the anticipation of doing something wild'n'crazy for God. My good Friend Jacques had just returned from a mission to North Africa. Many young disciples were heading off to new cities and new countries to preach the word of God and make disciples. It was an exciting time and I was ready to go, full of zeal. It's been 13 years since that Sunday.
Since then, much has happened and I may elaborate in later posts. I think I have always dreamed of planting a church, but it has seemed more of a desire than a reality. Maybe it is because I am not 20 any more. Taking a family of four on a faith journey like starting a church is a big bite to chew on. Can we really lay down our lives...and raise our kids, find a new job, and take on whatever God has for us?
Right now we wait, pray, waiver, pray some more, and wait again for the next step. I do not have a job in Tri-Cities yet. We are wrestling with being faithful, and yet practical. With no job, there is no move. I dislike putting limits on how faithful I'll be. Sometimes I want to just say I'm going no matter what. It's a tough reality to process through my heart. There are many instances where I know people just "Go". For now I guess my faith lies with the belief that God will provide before it gets to that point.
Genesis 12:1
The Lord had said to Abram, “Go from your country, your people and your father’s household to the land I will show you.
Since then, much has happened and I may elaborate in later posts. I think I have always dreamed of planting a church, but it has seemed more of a desire than a reality. Maybe it is because I am not 20 any more. Taking a family of four on a faith journey like starting a church is a big bite to chew on. Can we really lay down our lives...and raise our kids, find a new job, and take on whatever God has for us?
Right now we wait, pray, waiver, pray some more, and wait again for the next step. I do not have a job in Tri-Cities yet. We are wrestling with being faithful, and yet practical. With no job, there is no move. I dislike putting limits on how faithful I'll be. Sometimes I want to just say I'm going no matter what. It's a tough reality to process through my heart. There are many instances where I know people just "Go". For now I guess my faith lies with the belief that God will provide before it gets to that point.
Genesis 12:1
The Lord had said to Abram, “Go from your country, your people and your father’s household to the land I will show you.
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